Friday, November 18, 2011

M.I.A

I've been MIA the past week or so...  And...  Once again, I've fallin' off the notorious "Wagon."  I'm kinda getting tired of writing post about NOT being on my "diet".  I'd much rather be writing about how awesome I'm doing and how I've lost ___ amount of weight and how I've found my motivation to get my big butt up and exercise.  Unfortunately...  I'm not doing anything awesome.  Not one thing.  I've been sick with a sore throat for the past few days.  I went to the doctor yesterday.  I have Strep.  Lovely.  I'm leaving tomorrow for Disney World.  This should be interesting. Step + Vacation don’t seem to go together so well.  

Any who...  Seems like I'll continue on my streak of not being on my diet (Who does that??  This girl does.) until after Thanksgiving and then try to hop back on.  I made a promise to myself that I wasn't going to let these Holidays pass by without a care in the world about my health.  Looks as if I'm doing just that.  I'm gonna change.

I hope everyone enjoys their Turkey Day!  Be Safe!

Saturday, November 5, 2011

So Not Feelin' Myself

This past week has been "ughhh", so to speak. I haven't been on my diet, I haven't exercised... I have done nothing...At. All. I'm so mad at myself. I have to find a way to stop this silly cycle. I do great for a week, then fall off. I only lost .4 the other week, which was kinda heartbreaking, and I didn't weigh this week. I know I should, but something about disappointing myself doesn't sit to well with me right now. It's been a rough week. Money problems. Car problems. Life problems. I'm irritated and stressed. I know I'm the one to blame. I'm the one that gave myself an inch and took a mile... Or two. Or four. Hopefully I'll get myself together and start kicking my own butt, but right now... I'm just not feeling myself.


I'm off to my nieces birthday party. She turned 9 yesterday. All the more reason for me to get myself together. Life is too short and time doesn't wait for anyone. I need to be around for as long as I can. That little girl is my heart. I hope everyone enjoys their weekend. :)